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Ku singkap tirai kenangan
Dalam jiwa kepasrahan
Senandung rindu seolah berlagu
Kembali mengusik hati nan lara

Dalam kesamaran
Kita pernah mencari sebuah erti
Pengorbanan suci dan sering itulah
Kita terpedaya

Kerna jalanan hidup kita berbeza
Penuh onak ranjau yang sering menduga
Bagaikan mimpi-mimpi di kesiangan hari

Masa nan lalu
Mendewasakan diri dari mengulangi
Kesilapan semalam biarkan berlalu

Ku hilang dalam ramai
Di kala hujan renyai
Tangis ku tahankan berderai
Ku hilang dalam ramai
Tanganku hulur longlai
Hasratku simpan tak tercapai
Kau berpaling dan pergi
Membuatku sangsi
Bunga mawar bersusuk duri
Kau berpaling dan pergi
Mencuri nurani
Ku berpaut bayang sendiri
Hilai ketawa
Tak terdengar jelas sempat terakam
Deru tangisan
Rintihan panjang
Entah dari manakah...datang
Bagai gelombang
Menghukum aku tanpa kasihan

Menangis hatiku menangis
Mendengarkan khabar hiba
Terhiris jiwaku terhiris
Mengalir airmata

Sometimes..

Sometimes there are moments in life when you miss someone so much that you just want to pick them from your dreams and hug them for real..!

Sometimes we need to cry so we know the world is not just for the laugh..

Adam & Hawa

Adam,

Lelaki yang kami rindui, hanya iman penggerak hidupnya, tiangnya agama, batinnya taqwa, ilmu teguh di dada, hatinya sarat cinta, kepada Allah dan Rasul-Nya, suluhannya bukan nafsu semata-mata, tapi ihsan kaya di jiwa. Membentangkan kami permaidani muhasabah, kata-katanya adalah tazkirah, senyumannya adalah nasihah, dan telunjuknya adalah arah, agar tetaplah kami penuh haibah, di atas landasan Islam yang indah..

Hawa,

Dulu ku perlukan mu sebagai teman berbudi, menemani tugas beratku sebagai khalifah di bumi, kaulah cermin ku yang sentiasa memuhasabah diri, tapi kini keindahan mu yang sering ku puja, kau telah salah erti, kau tampil menghiburkan dunia dengan susuk tubuh yang menggiurkan, kenapa kau jual dirimu bak barang pameran? Dimana hilang malu mu yang menjadi hias pakaian mu?

Sweet Words of Love

If

If I never met you, I wouldn't like you.

If I didn't like you I wouldn't love you.

If I didn't love you I wouldn't miss you.

But I did, I do and I always will

Days without you

Without you my days are "Sadday,"Moanday, "Tearsday, "Wasteday, "Thirstday, "Fightday", and "Shatterday"

Behind you

Behind your smile, I know there are sorrows.

Behind your laughters, I know there are tears.

But I want you to know that, behind you is me who always care for you.

Arashi ni Shiyagare ->Japanese variety Show

bila aku nak dapat tengok Arashi ni Shiyagare ni..??!!!

tak sabar nak tengok laki aku si Ohno Satoshi yg cute miut tu & group yg sengal2 ubi kayu tu..

haish~

Finally..!!

Finally aku dah berhenti kerja kat Esarli The Curve Mutiara Damansara..
Bermulalah Hijrah aku pada tahun 1432H.. InsyaAllah segalanya berjalan dengan lancar.. Amin..
Mungkin aku akan rindu pada kawan-kawan di Esarli, Yat, Faez, Noor (Mid Valley) & Esther..
Walaupon 1st aku x faham dengan prangai Esther, tapi lama-lama dah ok.. Kesian kat dia sebenarnya.. Tapi nak buat macam mana lagi, dah aku memang x nak kerja kat situ dah.. Yat memang sorang yang happy go lucky.. Buat huru-hara je.. Faez pulak sibuk dengan dia punya tarian tradisional.. Satu hari dia kena kerja sampai jam 8malam, nak menangis dia.. Hati lembut betul.. Tak macam aku.. Hahahaha..

Arashi - Hatenai Sora

doromamire no mainichi dakedo 　ima sara nayandari wa shinai
akireruhodo bukiyou dakedo 　kokoro ni chikatta yume ga aru

todokanai hoshi ga matataite 　fureru you ni sotto toikaketa
yomigaeru kibou de kono mune ga 　mitasareru kara　oikakeru dake

hatenai sora ga soko ni arutte　ima tashika na koe ga kikoeru
tobenai jibun wo kaete ikou ka　fumidashite nando demo
yarinaosou chikara zuyoku

tsumikasaneta iiwake yori 　ari no mama wo shinjitemiyou
usodarake no shiawase yori　sunao no mama hohoende iyou

mata hitotsu hoshi ga nagaretara　te wo nobashite sou tsukameru you ni
masshiro na mirai ga dokomademo tsuzuiteru kara　tashikameru dake

mienai mono wa nanimo naitte 　sono tashika na uta ga kikoeru
kienai omoi ga koko ni arunda 　itsudatte mou ichido
tachiagarou chikara zuyoku

namida no ato ga kawaitara　mata yobikakeru kara　kotaete yo mada minu asu e
hitori janai to kizuitan da kagayaku ano tobira tomo ni mezasou

hatenai sora ga soko ni arutte　ima tashika na koe ga kikoeru
tobenai jibun wo kaete ikou ka　fumidashite nando demo
yarinaosou chikara zuyoku

mienai mono wa nanimo naitte 　sono tashika na uta ga kikoeru
kienai omoi ga koko ni arunda 　itsudatte mou ichido
tachiagarou chikara zuyoku

Although my every days are caked with mud　After all this time, I will not do such a thing as be worried
And all though I am shockingly awkward　I have a dream in my heart that I have vowed (to myself to make come true)

The stars that are out of my reach are twinkling　It seems as if I could touch them as I (the star?) begin(s) to ask
Because this heart (of mine) is filled with revived hopes　I will just chase after them (the stars)

Now I can definitely hear that voice saying, "There is an endless sky out there."
Shall I change myself who cannot fly?　Step out and no matter how many times it takes
keep trying, with strength

More than the excuses that have piled up　I want to try and believe in what I am
More than happiness that is littered by lies　I will continue to honestly smile

If a single shooting star passes by again　I will reach my hand out in order to catch it
And because the pure white future continues on forever　I just have to check (to make sure it does)

Saying, "The things you can't see aren't anything."　I can hear that definite song
The indelible memories are here, any time
You can pick yourself up again with strength

Once the tracks of my tears have dried up, I will call to you again　answer me and lead me to the future which we haven't seen yet
I realized that I am not alone　Together, let's aim for that shining door

Now I can definitely hear that voice saying, "There is an endless sky out there."
Shall I change myself who cannot fly?　Step out and no matter how many times it takes
keep trying, with strength

I can definitely hear the song saying, "The things you can't see aren't anything."
The indelible memories are here, any time
You can pick yourself up again with strength

Arashi - Dear Snow

Azayaka ni shimitsuita itoshii omokage
Yowai jibun wo shitta anata ni deatte tara
Kakaekirenai itami wo oshi koroseba
Todokanu omoi tsunoru dake

Yuki wa tada shizuka ni maru de anata no you ni
Kono kata ni mai orite sotto hohoemu
Te de furereba kitto kiete shimau kara
Kono mama de hitori me wo toji anata kanjiru

Nemutta yokogao ni yasashiku kuchizuke
Sunao ni ienakute furueru mune kakusu
Sono egao tada shinjite dakishimereba
Kiseki no oto ga hibiku sou da

Yuki wa tada shizuka ni maru de anata no you ni
Kono kata ni mai orite sotto hohoemu
Te de furereba kitto kiete shimau kara
Kono mama de hitori me wo toji anata kanjiru

Shiroku moeru koi wa mayoikonda kaze
Mai agatte tousugiru anata no moto e tadotte yuku no darou

Anata ga nozomu nara kono mi wo sasageyou
Furikakaru kanashimi wo subete azukete
Haru wo mukaeru you ni dakishimeai tokete yukeru nara
Nanimo iranai noni

Yuki wa tada shizuka ni maru de anata no you ni
Kono kata ni mai orite sotto hohoemu
Te de furereba kitto kiete shimau kara kono mama de
Hitori me wo toji anata kanjiru

Eien ni kanawanai
Soredemo itoshii hito yo

That beloved shadow stained in vivid colours
From the moment I met you, I realised my weaker self
If I could just kill off this pain that I cannot carry
These thoughts that don't reach you, keep growing immensely

Silently the snow, just as if it were you,
falls gently upon my shoulders, and silently smiles
If I were to touch it with my hands, it would surely disappear
So just like this, alone, I close my eyes and feel you

I gently kiss that sleeping profile
I can't express myself honestly, so I hide this trembling heart
If I could just believe and embrace that smile
The sound of miracles will ring in the sky

Silently the snow, just as if it were you,
falls gently upon my shoulders, and silently smiles
If I were to touch it with my hands, it would surely disappear
So just like this, alone, I close my eyes and feel you

This love that burns in white, will rise up on the lost winds
And surely trace to the place where you are so far away

If you wished for it, I would offer this self to you
The sadness that falls, entrust it all to me
As if welcoming the spring, if we could embrace
and melt, we wouldn't need anything else

Silently the snow, just as if it were you,
falls gently upon my shoulders, and silently smiles
If I were to touch it with my hands, it would surely disappear
So just like this, alone, I close my eyes and feel you

This will never come to fulfillment, but even so, you are the one I love

deep in my heart

no one ever see's, no one feels the pain..

i see the days go by and still wonder why..

i wonder why it has to be this way..

i don't know which way to choose..

how can i find a way to go on?

through the day, through the night..

my self confidence out of site..

i can't escape it, there's nowhere to hide..

thought i was doing better on my own..

and now my life will never be the same..

Arashi-Be With You

Hodou ni naranda fuzoroi na futatsu no kage
Yorisou you ni nobite yuku
Awatadashii toki no naka nagasarenai you ni
Bokura te wo tsunaida

Hitogomi ga nagarete isogu hito no naka de
Kanashiku natte kimi no namae yonda
Toori sugita kaze no nioi
Atarashii kisetsu e hora iro ga kawatteku

Kimi no koe de sono egao de sono subete de
Me wo hiraite boku wa arukeru
Donna kako mo sonna asu mo wakachi aou
Dakara boku wa kimi no moto ni

Kimi no me ni utsuru subete no kanashimi
Sono itami nuguetara
Tooi kako kimi ga okisari ni shita yume
Zenbu kanaeyou

Toki wa nagare itsumo nanika wo kaeteku kedo
Eien wo te ni ireta bokura wa
Dare yorimo tsuyoku nareru
Mou sugu machi niwa hitotsu mirai ga kuru

Hito wo tsuyoku aisuru koto kizuita kara
Me ni mieru subete wa kagayaki dasu
Sono egao wo sono subete wo mamotte yuku
Soshite itsumo kimi to tomo ni

Kimi no koe ga sono egao ga sono subete ga
Boku wo itsumo boku ni kaeshite kureru
Donna kako mo donna asu mo kanji aou
Soshite boku wa kimi no moto ni
Soshite itsumo kimi to tomo ni

Two shadows lined up out of synch on the pavement
They stretch out as if they’re trying to snuggle together
To not be pulled along in the times of rush
We held each others’ hands

Within the crowds of people rushing around
I felt sad and called out your name
The scent of the breeze that blew
To the new season, see, the colors are changing

Because of your voice, your smiles, your everything
I can open my eyes and walk on
No matter what out past may be, we’ll share the future
That’s why I go to where you are

All the sadness that can be seen in your eyes
If you were to let that pain be wiped away
A far-off past and dreams that left you behind
I’ll make all of them come true

Time passes, but something will always change
We held eternity in our hands
So we can be stronger than anyone
Very soon one future will appear in this town

After people realize they love someone very deeply,
Everything they look at seems to glitter
I will care for your smiles and everything about you
And I will always be with you

Your voice, your smiles, everything about you
Always for me and always because of me
No matter what past or future we may have, we’ll feel them together
And I will go to where you are
And I will always be with you

[tagging things]

Name one person who made you laugh last nite?
ade 6 org.. ali imran, mieza, ckgu, angah, ushi, n o-at..

What were you doing 1 hour ago?
balik rumah, amek buku jepun dari lily..

What was the last things you said out loud?
x payah laa..!!

Where's the next place you're going to?
balik rumah umi jap lagi..

What was the last thing you paid for?
candy n keropok mamee..

Where were you last night?
kat rumah..

What's the best ice dream flavour?
coklat n vanilla...!!

Do you wanna cut your hair?
x nak dah..

Do you love to 'melatah'?
yup..

Ifs thats so, what will you said out loud?
p****t (hehehe)

What does the last text-msg received say?
ok from kak yati..(^^,)

Will you get married in the future?

InsyaAllah :)

Do you chew your straw?
No!

Do you make-up your own word?
yup..

Is there anyone you like/love right now?
nope..hihi..

And the tag goes to:

siapa yg baca,kalau rasa nak buat,silakan..tiada paksaan ye :)

Thank You Allah - Maher Zain

I was so far from You, Yet to me You were always so close, I wandered lost in the dark, I closed my eyes toward the signs, You put in my way, I walked everyday, Further and further away from You, Ooooo Allah, You brought me home, I thank You with every breath I take.

Alhamdulillah, Alhamdulillah, All praises to Allah, All praises to Allah, Alhamdulillah, Alhamdulillah, All praises to Allah, All praises to Allah.

I never thought about, All the things You have given to me, I never thanked You once, I was too proud to see the truth, And prostrate to You, Until I took the first step, And that’s when You opened the doors for me, Now Allah, I realized what I was missing, By being far from you.

Alhamdulillah, Alhamdulillah, All praises to Allah, All praises to Allah, Alhamdulillah, Alhamdulillah, All praises to Allah, All praises to Allah.

Allah, I wanna thank You, I wanna thank You for all the things that You’ve done, You’ve done for me through all my years I’ve been lost, You guided me from all the ways that were wrong, And did You give me hope,

O Allah, I wanna thank You, I wanna thank You for all the things that you’ve done You’ve done for me through all my years I’ve been lost, You guided me from all the ways that were wrong, I wanna thank You for bringing me home.

Alhamdulillah, Alhamdulillah, All praises to Allah, All praises to Allah, Alhamdulillah, Alhamdulillah, All praises to Allah, All praises to Allah.

Kenangan zaman kanak2

Budak2 yg skolah rendah pd thn 90'an mesti
ingat bende ni dulu:

~> kat skola ade salesman jual buku
cerita. ari ni bg list, esok mintak duit
beli walaupun cerita buku tu dah tau.
salesman susu pon camtu gak.

~> kat library, budak2 mmg baca buku tp
just tengok gamba je. bile ade program
Nilam, sebok semua nak pinjam buku.

~> RMT kat skola mkn x best, tp yg
berduit pon join RMT.


~> pakai pensel box yg bole bukak dpn
blkg, pastu ade sharpener kat tgh2 die.

~> main lwn pemadam, syg nak guna utk
padam. padahal itu fungsi sbnr, utk
padam!

~> pakai pembaris yg bergerigi, kat dlm
ade air pastu ade bende berkilat dlm
air tu.

~> cikgu pakai pembaris kuning pjg. Ade
pemegang kat tgh2 tp x penah nmpk cikgu
pgg pon kat situ.

~>bulu ayam jd ramping krn sering
dijadikan rotan.

~> time pendidikan seni, lukis sume boleh
tp bile time kaler sume hampeh. ade gak
buat anyaman pakai kertas warna, kolaj
la, ape la...

~> main game 2D. super
mario, street fighter, sume pakai tape.

~> takut BCG tp lepas inject poyo la
pulak...

~> balik skola beli JoJo xpon Dendang.
Tora pon best gak. Beli se mata2 nak
mainan, coklat die x mkn pon.

~> Kasut berlampu kat tapak, yg iklan
die
kat tV bole tembak alien tu...

~> Siri kartun; power rangers, ultraman, doraemon,

digimon, pokemon, teletubbies,
transformers, ninja turtles, dragon ball, sailormoon,
Thundercats, maskman, Gaban dan mcm lg la..

jgn lupe sume ni sbb zaman skrg budak2
x smpt lyn bende2 ni. kite akan sentiasa
berubah, cume asal-usul kite yg
permanent. ~huhu~ (^^,)

Ya Allah ya Tuhanku

Pasrahkanlah aku dengan takdir Mu
Sesungguhnya apa yang telah Engkau takdirkan adalah yang terbaik buat ku
Kerana Engkau Maha Mengetahui
Segala yang terbaik buat hamba Mu ini

Ya Allah
Cukuplah Engkau saja yang menjadi pemelihara ku
Di dunia dan di akhirat
Dengarlah rintihan dari hamba Mu yang daif ini

Jangan Engkau biarkan aku sendirian
Di dunia ini mahupun di akhirat
Menjuruskan aku ke arah kemaksiatan dan kemungkaran
Maka kurniakanlah aku seorang pasangan yang beriman
Supaya aku dan dia dapat membina kesejahteraan hidup
Ke jalan yang Engkau redhai
Dan kurniakanlah pada kami keturunan yang soleh
Amin Ya Rabbal'Alamin

to all arashi die hard fanz

Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri..

Hapuslah airmata di pipi & hilangkan lara di hati. Terimalah semua sebagai sebahagian dari perjalanan hidup ini. Dengan kebesaran hati & jiwa, diri mu akan menemukan apa rahsia di balik titian kehidupan yang telah dijalani. Hingga kelak akan engkau rasakan tidak ada lagi riak kegelisahan & keresahan saat sendiri.

X Japan-Tears

Doko ni yukeba ii? Anata to hanarete
Ima wa sugisatta toki ni toikakete

Where should I go? Away from you
Now I'm asking the stream of time that has gone away

Naga sugita yoru ni tabidachi o yume mita
Ikoku no sora mitsumete kodoku o dakishimeta

In the too long night, I dreamed of setting out
Staring at a foreign sky, I held my loneliness

Nagareru namida o toki no kaze ni kasanete
Owaranai anata no toiki o kanjite

I cover wind of time with flowing tears
I feel your endless sighs

Dry your tears with Love
Dry your tears with Love

Loneliness your silent whisper
Fills a river of tears through the night
Memory you never let me cry, and you,
You never said good-bye
Sometimes our tears blinded the love
We lost our dreams along the way
But, I never thought you'd trade your soul to the fates
Never thought you'd leave me alone

Time through the rain has set me free
Sands of time will keep your memory
Love everlasting fades away
Alive within your beatless heart

Dry your tears with Love
Dry your tears with Love


Nagareru namida o toki no kaze ni kasanete
Owaranai kanashimi o aoi bara ni kaete

I cover wind of time with flowing tears
I change the endless sorrow into a blue rose

If you could have told me anything
You would have found what love is
If you would have told me what was on your mind
I would have shown you the way
Someday... I will be older than you
I've never thought beyond that time
I never imagined the pictures of that life
For now I will try to live for you
And for me...
I will try to live with love, with dreams, and forever with tears.

Ashita no Kioku

Ano hi kimi to miteita yuuyake eien ni shitakute
Kioku no naka te o nobashite nando mo fureyou to suru keredo

Wanting to make the sunset I saw with you on that day last forever
Within my memory I reached out to touch you over and over, but

Onaji keshiki mo kimochi mo nido to wa torimodosenai kara
Kagayaiteta kako no yume o furikaette shimau n darou

The same scenery and feelings will never return again
So I'll surely turn to look back at the shining dream from my past

Massara na mirai ni sae kanashimi ga koboredashite
Kokoro o nijimaseru kara dare mo ga tachidomari miushinatte shimau yo

Even in the brand new future, sadness spills over
Staining the heart, making everyone stop in place and lose sight of it

Meguri meguru kisetsu no tochuu de
Naniiro no ashita o egakimasu ka?
Tsuyoku tsuyoku shinjiaeta nara
Naniiro no mirai ga matteimasu ka?

In the midst of the changing seasons
What color will we paint tomorrow?
If we can strongly, strongly believe in each other
What color future will be waiting?

Taisetsu na omoide sae itsuka wa iroaseteku kara
Genjitsu kara me o sorashite yume to iu kotoba ni nigeta

Even the most precious memory will fade someday
So I averted my eyes from reality and ran away to hide behind the word "dream"

Kizutsuki kowareta kinou ga ayamachi datta to shite mo
Teokure de wa nai kara nando mo hajime kara yarinaoshite yukeba ii

Even if the broken yesterday was nothing but a mistake
It's not too late, you can start over as many times as it takes

Meguri meguru jidai no tochuu de
Nando hito o suki ni nareru no darou?
Fukaku fukaku sasaeaeta nara
Kimi no tame ni nani ga dekiru no darou?

In the midst of the changing ages
How many times will I love someone?
If we can deeply, deeply support each other
What will I be able to do for you?

Kasaneatta kokoro no oku ni
Yorokobi to kanashimi nukumori to nikushimi
Bokura ga meguriai wakachiatta hibi wa
Tashika ni kono mune ni yakitsuiteiru kara

Piling upon each other deep in my heart
Joy and sadness, warmth and hatred
The days we shared after our chance meeting
Are surely etched into my heart forever

Meguri meguru kisetsu no tochuu de
Naniiro no ashita o egakimasu ka?
Tsuyoku tsuyoku shinjiaeta nara
Naniiro no mirai ga matteimasu ka?

In the midst of the changing seasons
What color will we paint tomorrow?
If we can strongly, strongly believe in each other
What color future will be waiting?

Naniiro no ashita o egakimasu ka?

What color will we paint tomorrow?

X Japan

aku baru dgr lagu X Japan-Tears,Without you..sedih nyer..best..rindu..

Cinderella's Sister

* Alternative Title: 신데렐라 언니 / Cinderella Unni
* Genre: Drama
* Film Date: March, 2010
* Total Episodes: 20
* Korea Casts:
Chun Jung Myung, Moon Geun Young, Seo Woo
* Description:

A modern day adaptation of Cinderella with a twist as our Cinderella, Goo Hyo Sun, plots revenge against her evil stepsister (Moon Geun Young) for years of pain and suffering.