Wednesday, December 22, 2010

...

Ku singkap tirai kenangan
Dalam jiwa kepasrahan
Senandung rindu seolah berlagu
Kembali mengusik hati nan lara
Dalam kesamaran
Kita pernah mencari sebuah erti
Pengorbanan suci dan sering itulah
Kita terpedaya
Kerna jalanan hidup kita berbeza
Penuh onak ranjau yang sering menduga
Bagaikan mimpi-mimpi di kesiangan hari
Masa nan lalu
Mendewasakan diri dari mengulangi
Kesilapan semalam biarkan berlalu

Ku hilang dalam ramai
Di kala hujan renyai
Tangis ku tahankan berderai
Ku hilang dalam ramai
Tanganku hulur longlai
Hasratku simpan tak tercapai
Kau berpaling dan pergi
Membuatku sangsi
Bunga mawar bersusuk duri
Kau berpaling dan pergi
Mencuri nurani
Ku berpaut bayang sendiri
Hilai ketawa
Tak terdengar jelas sempat terakam
Deru tangisan
Rintihan panjang
Entah dari manakah...datang
Bagai gelombang
Menghukum aku tanpa kasihan

Menangis hatiku menangis
Mendengarkan khabar hiba
Terhiris jiwaku terhiris
Mengalir airmata

Tuesday, December 14, 2010

Sometimes..

Sometimes there are moments in life when you miss someone so much that you just want to pick them from your dreams and hug them for real..!

Sometimes we need to cry so we know the world is not just for the laugh..


Monday, December 13, 2010

Adam & Hawa

Adam,
Lelaki yang kami rindui, hanya iman penggerak hidupnya, tiangnya agama, batinnya taqwa, ilmu teguh di dada, hatinya sarat cinta, kepada Allah dan Rasul-Nya, suluhannya bukan nafsu semata-mata, tapi ihsan kaya di jiwa. Membentangkan kami permaidani muhasabah, kata-katanya adalah tazkirah, senyumannya adalah nasihah, dan telunjuknya adalah arah, agar tetaplah kami penuh haibah, di atas landasan Islam yang indah..

Hawa,
Dulu ku perlukan mu sebagai teman berbudi, menemani tugas beratku sebagai khalifah di bumi, kaulah cermin ku yang sentiasa memuhasabah diri, tapi kini keindahan mu yang sering ku puja, kau telah salah erti, kau tampil menghiburkan dunia dengan susuk tubuh yang menggiurkan, kenapa kau jual dirimu bak barang pameran? Dimana hilang malu mu yang menjadi hias pakaian mu?

Sweet Words of Love


If

If I never met you, I wouldn't like you.

If I didn't like you I wouldn't love you.

If I didn't love you I wouldn't miss you.

But I did, I do and I always will


Days without you

Without you my days are "Sadday,"Moanday, "Tearsday, "Wasteday, "Thirstday, "Fightday", and "Shatterday"


Behind you

Behind your smile, I know there are sorrows.

Behind your laughters, I know there are tears.

But I want you to know that, behind you is me who always care for you.

Arashi ni Shiyagare ->Japanese variety Show

bila aku nak dapat tengok Arashi ni Shiyagare ni..??!!!
tak sabar nak tengok laki aku si Ohno Satoshi yg cute miut tu & group yg sengal2 ubi kayu tu..
haish~

Wednesday, December 8, 2010

Finally..!!

Finally aku dah berhenti kerja kat Esarli The Curve Mutiara Damansara..
Bermulalah Hijrah aku pada tahun 1432H.. InsyaAllah segalanya berjalan dengan lancar.. Amin..
Mungkin aku akan rindu pada kawan-kawan di Esarli, Yat, Faez, Noor (Mid Valley) & Esther..
Walaupon 1st aku x faham dengan prangai Esther, tapi lama-lama dah ok.. Kesian kat dia sebenarnya.. Tapi nak buat macam mana lagi, dah aku memang x nak kerja kat situ dah.. Yat memang sorang yang happy go lucky.. Buat huru-hara je.. Faez pulak sibuk dengan dia punya tarian tradisional.. Satu hari dia kena kerja sampai jam 8malam, nak menangis dia.. Hati lembut betul.. Tak macam aku.. Hahahaha..

Monday, December 6, 2010

Arashi - Hatenai Sora

doromamire no mainichi dakedo  ima sara nayandari wa shinai
akireruhodo bukiyou dakedo  kokoro ni chikatta yume ga aru

todokanai hoshi ga matataite  fureru you ni sotto toikaketa
yomigaeru kibou de kono mune ga  mitasareru kara oikakeru dake

hatenai sora ga soko ni arutte ima tashika na koe ga kikoeru
tobenai jibun wo kaete ikou ka fumidashite nando demo
yarinaosou chikara zuyoku

tsumikasaneta iiwake yori  ari no mama wo shinjitemiyou
usodarake no shiawase yori sunao no mama hohoende iyou

mata hitotsu hoshi ga nagaretara te wo nobashite sou tsukameru you ni
masshiro na mirai ga dokomademo tsuzuiteru kara tashikameru dake

mienai mono wa nanimo naitte  sono tashika na uta ga kikoeru
kienai omoi ga koko ni arunda  itsudatte mou ichido
tachiagarou chikara zuyoku

namida no ato ga kawaitara mata yobikakeru kara kotaete yo mada minu asu e
hitori janai to kizuitan da kagayaku ano tobira tomo ni mezasou

hatenai sora ga soko ni arutte ima tashika na koe ga kikoeru
tobenai jibun wo kaete ikou ka fumidashite nando demo
yarinaosou chikara zuyoku

mienai mono wa nanimo naitte  sono tashika na uta ga kikoeru
kienai omoi ga koko ni arunda  itsudatte mou ichido
tachiagarou chikara zuyoku

Although my every days are caked with mud After all this time, I will not do such a thing as be worried
And all though I am shockingly awkward I have a dream in my heart that I have vowed (to myself to make come true)

The stars that are out of my reach are twinkling It seems as if I could touch them as I (the star?) begin(s) to ask
Because this heart (of mine) is filled with revived hopes I will just chase after them (the stars)

Now I can definitely hear that voice saying, "There is an endless sky out there."
Shall I change myself who cannot fly? Step out and no matter how many times it takes
keep trying, with strength

More than the excuses that have piled up I want to try and believe in what I am
More than happiness that is littered by lies I will continue to honestly smile

If a single shooting star passes by again I will reach my hand out in order to catch it
And because the pure white future continues on forever I just have to check (to make sure it does)

Saying, "The things you can't see aren't anything." I can hear that definite song
The indelible memories are here, any time
You can pick yourself up again with strength

Once the tracks of my tears have dried up, I will call to you again answer me and lead me to the future which we haven't seen yet
I realized that I am not alone Together, let's aim for that shining door

Now I can definitely hear that voice saying, "There is an endless sky out there."
Shall I change myself who cannot fly? Step out and no matter how many times it takes
keep trying, with strength

I can definitely hear the song saying, "The things you can't see aren't anything."
The indelible memories are here, any time
You can pick yourself up again with strength

Arashi - Dear Snow

Azayaka ni shimitsuita itoshii omokage
Yowai jibun wo shitta anata ni deatte tara
Kakaekirenai itami wo oshi koroseba
Todokanu omoi tsunoru dake

Yuki wa tada shizuka ni maru de anata no you ni
Kono kata ni mai orite sotto hohoemu
Te de furereba kitto kiete shimau kara
Kono mama de hitori me wo toji anata kanjiru

Nemutta yokogao ni yasashiku kuchizuke
Sunao ni ienakute furueru mune kakusu
Sono egao tada shinjite dakishimereba
Kiseki no oto ga hibiku sou da

Yuki wa tada shizuka ni maru de anata no you ni
Kono kata ni mai orite sotto hohoemu
Te de furereba kitto kiete shimau kara
Kono mama de hitori me wo toji anata kanjiru

Shiroku moeru koi wa mayoikonda kaze
Mai agatte tousugiru anata no moto e tadotte yuku no darou

Anata ga nozomu nara kono mi wo sasageyou
Furikakaru kanashimi wo subete azukete
Haru wo mukaeru you ni dakishimeai tokete yukeru nara
Nanimo iranai noni

Yuki wa tada shizuka ni maru de anata no you ni
Kono kata ni mai orite sotto hohoemu
Te de furereba kitto kiete shimau kara kono mama de
Hitori me wo toji anata kanjiru

Eien ni kanawanai
Soredemo itoshii hito yo

That beloved shadow stained in vivid colours
From the moment I met you, I realised my weaker self
If I could just kill off this pain that I cannot carry
These thoughts that don't reach you, keep growing immensely

Silently the snow, just as if it were you,
falls gently upon my shoulders, and silently smiles
If I were to touch it with my hands, it would surely disappear
So just like this, alone, I close my eyes and feel you

I gently kiss that sleeping profile
I can't express myself honestly, so I hide this trembling heart
If I could just believe and embrace that smile
The sound of miracles will ring in the sky

Silently the snow, just as if it were you,
falls gently upon my shoulders, and silently smiles
If I were to touch it with my hands, it would surely disappear
So just like this, alone, I close my eyes and feel you

This love that burns in white, will rise up on the lost winds
And surely trace to the place where you are so far away

If you wished for it, I would offer this self to you
The sadness that falls, entrust it all to me
As if welcoming the spring, if we could embrace
and melt, we wouldn't need anything else

Silently the snow, just as if it were you,
falls gently upon my shoulders, and silently smiles
If I were to touch it with my hands, it would surely disappear
So just like this, alone, I close my eyes and feel you

This will never come to fulfillment, but even so, you are the one I love